Event's happening in my personal life are just amazing as old 3D programming dissolves more and more.
This can also be seen on the weather front that is constantly shifting from Sun, Rain, Wind, Storm and Thunder or have all elements showing up within just minutes or hours.
How do I know? It's just have feeling of knowing as I can only talk from my own perspective. There are three base frequencies anchored, they are "Abandonment, Betrayal and Grief". When looking at all three of them abandonment and betrayal jumped at me at first.
This is linked to a childhood experience when I was hospitalized and left alone in a room with a locked door heavily medicated (had some bronchitis issues when about 3-5 years due to 3 months premature birth). I remember putting both hands on the glass door crying for mom.
A child that young has no time reference which made the child (me) to wonder if mom would ever come back. Now my mother had no other option than to have me in hospital treatment and also to provide for the little family.
This especially this event has nothing to do with my mom leaving me where I was but everything to do with the little child feeling the abandoned. I also got the feeling of betrayal but that feeling left rather soon when this process moved along. I did not know what betrayal was at that young age cause that's a concept that comes in later when older so this feeling I put aside.
After awhile I got grief which resonated even more since I as a child did grieve that mom went leaving me in this hospital room but I've never as far as I know processed that feeling. The feeling of grief has shown itself in different forms throughout my life and yesterday I started to just work with this 3-5 years old boys feelings namely the "other" me.
These feelings have manifested themselves in various ways throughout relationships my children and different events, things are happening to this day linked to the releases of the old anchored 3D base frequencies.
I'm glad that I have these insights and revelations it can be tough but then I know there are reasons why I'm here doing what I do thus no coincidences.
The energies are designed to assist me to break from the old 3D earth frequencies that are trying to hold us back. When feeling resistance the easiest why to try to keep control is to move in the other direction instead of facing the resistance head on.
We are the ones we've been waiting for!
With love Oliver