I realize that I am very privileged... although I can only speek to my experence.. I'm grateful for this gift.
I was never good at making huge plans for the holiday's it always felt like stress if planning too much..
This time is no exemption, I have som plans but they are really fluid.. I can't remember when I had my last proper vacation. Here in Sweden you have to work one full year before you get 4-5 weeks paid vacation, un-employment checks are not the same as having vacation in my view cause your under constant stress working on finding a job.
One of society rules is that it's easier to get another job if you already have one.. talk about paradox.. yes we consent to these rules but still most of us are part of our communities in this context and thus have to do something for a living.
This might rapidly change.. but until then.. business as.. well it can never be as usual if you learned so much which many have done, about how the world actually functions by climbing down the different rabbit holes .
I will still do some work a couple of days.. but it is because I want to and not because I "have" to which is a huge difference. I would say this is a great GLIMPSE of another now further down the road.. ;)
So being here relaxed.. with multiple options of DOING makes me feel that this is TRUE FREEDOM EXPRESSED and EXPERIENCED without the "have to or need to" in the mix.. .. <3