The past two weeks has brought up issues in my personal life that are mind boggling from a conscious point of view.
I would say that life is trying to communicate to me on a more direct level than noticed before.
I moved house one year ago and followed my guidance, intuition mixed with other feelings. I just had the insight to move and did not ponder much about other options that actually presented themselves. One very strong feeling though was the feeling that I was TRUE to myself.
The other day when I had gotten some other insights about myself I had a very strong urge to move back again. This feeling stayed with me for several days. When I'm writing this now that feeling has been replaced with a huge sense that I should stay here?!
Now, which feeling is TRUTH? The one to that says GO or the other that says STAY? They both are. I strongly feel that the confusion is between the LOGICAL mind and the HEART space thus the pendulum back and forth. Some part of me tries to fetch logical explanations and the other part just goes with my feelings.
This recent week has showed me the full spectrum between two different path's where the outcome might be more in the middle. Is this what is to be remembered here? Let the feelings flow back and forth and settle in order to make a decision that is for the highest good of myself.
This is totally new for me since I have no reference points I feel like a baby taking my first steps on the NEW EARTH!
It feels like I can't trust my logical mind any more cause the world around me has changed so dramatically that the only thing I can really trust are my instincts and intuition.
It's crucial I think in this moment of NOW to let the dust settle and not run off head over heals... and follow my inner guidance. So no wonder there is lot's of confusion.
To emphasis there is no puzzle to solve cause we are moving into a new realm not experienced in the human vehicle before where logic has absolutely no space thus the confusion and the lack of reference points.
"We are the ones we've been waiting for"