A search for my roots as well as a search for my purpose in life and an interest for New Age started.
I was thinking - "is this what life is about?" Working until retirement and chasing stuff?
Of course it was not my fault it was the other party right?! I've had heard about the saying "that persons in your life are mere reflections of your SELF" I did however not grasp the concept then which I do today in a much better sense. There is still work in process though.
My spiritual journey had not taken off in the same manner as I was too occupied with my 3D work in the corporate ladder at that time. The years went by a new relationship was established with much more spiritually involved which boosted my own spirituality a lot.
For the first time in my life I felt what I would label as real love with no fights in between my new partner, we had our issues but we settled them by talking about them most of the time and we never yelled at each other added with respect.
At this time I was not aware of the frequencies that we are running as individuals which reflects our surroundings i.e people that pop in an out of our lives or situations.
Another search had begun here where I was determined to find the "TRUTH" about what this life and this planet was all about. My mission was to save the planet by informing everybody I possibly could about the mishaps the injustice brought upon our SELF from our outside reality still not fully grasping that the outside reality is a reflection of my frequencies.
Energy goes where focus flows which is so powerful and lays there in front of me in broad daylight but I'd still did not see it.
My latter relationship ended partly due to frequency changes within me, my partner had little to do with it if anything at all! (Even though it has taken a while to realize this, it has been about my SELF my whole journey and nobody else). There are lot's of unconscious levels of old programs run underneath everything which is very apparent looking at things for what they actually are.
Today I then realized that the search for my roots, the truth and my life purpose is connected to one single thing - THE RUNNING from SELF. This is just as step in waking up and remembering who I really am and it feels AWESOME together with the ever expanding heart connection I'm building within!
Have a wonderful midsummer feast especially if your in Scandinavia where this is celebrated.
".... and if your standing still in life your just running, running, running from your SELF... "!