... but hey I'm working on it since I know there is a purpose with essentially everything..
..trying to understand everything does create more road blocks then answers.. to my understanding.
I'm intuitively seeing stuff on a personal level.. that I can sense very well.. the trick is to trust these instincts and just let them flow.. and be in the NOW at the same time.. going about with my life..
I know there is nobody else that has any answers.. but still it is soo hard to let go.. of old fears.. I think this is one of the reasons we choose to come here right now.. in order to lift up things to the next level on many levels.. haha what a paradox..
It feels like I'm directing my sails.. but that there are other forces in play directing the winds for the sails... I'm not sure how to explain this .. cause it is a feeling!
Seems like it's always easier to advice other people.. then following my own advice?
The only thing to be done here is to just go with the feelings.. what may or may not be is not important.. it is heavily linked to my heart and love though.. ;)