I moved back North late last year from being residing 1000 km South. It all went well. I thought I was living a life with unconditional love when it was the exact opposite. When looking back at different sign post that was displayed it is clear to me that I lived a illusion. I humbly thank the other part for showing me this although it took some time.
I thought I was done with strife in life but apparently this was not the case. I had a decent job and a nice home with a apparent loving partner but still the relationship was so unbalanced it had to end eventually. There was no planning involved here from a 3D perspective cause it all seemed to have a good outlook from the outset but this was simply not the case.
Finally I looked really deep inwards and realized I had to change things around me. I dived deep and yearned for the self-care that I had been privy to in part before I moved down South. One of the greater lessons I got from this was that I should always intuitively listen to the messages I get in various ways.
In order to get different perspectives in life I think it sometimes is good to see someone outside the family constellation. So said and done I went to a psychic medium (with many other skills as well) that I heard about. We dived into my spiritual depth as well as patterns in 3D, previous life and childhood issues.
So from NOW on I'll be watching my intuition very closely and be grateful for all the help I've received so far everyday. I think we are here to bridge the different dimensions with our body intact and I don't see big fanfares doing it but living our lives with love and passion which in turn will give the bridge to the New World with the old that we are supposed to create here and now, Heaven on Earth.
The outer world is about to change profoundly I think which is well in sync with my own personal life. Things that does not serve me anymore simply fall away and are gone. Service to self can actually be one of the greatest benefit for others in the collective I believe. This is what I'm working on anyway together with people I cherish close to our beloved NATURE. I got a lovely message the other day about were I'm currently at in life which is so spot on.
We meet people and situations all the time. People that are supposed to be in your life most likely will stay there for a foreseeable future, others will simply fall a side with no pun intended. There are tons of messages about self love and looking inwards for answers. It is one thing to "know" it deep down and then walk the talk in our daily lives.
"I don’t care how spiritual you are. How long you can melt in the sweat lodge. How many peyote journeys that have blown your mind, or how well you can hold crow pose. Honestly. I don’t. I don’t care what planets fall in what houses on your birth chart, how many crystals you have or how vegan your diet is.
I want to know how human you are. Can you sit at the feet of the dying despite the discomfort? Can you be with your grief, or mine, without trying to advise, fix or maintain it? I want to know that you can show up at the table no matter how shiny, chakra- aligned or complete you are- or not. Can you hold loving space for your beloved in the depths of your own healing without trying to be big?
It doesn’t flatter me how many online healing trainings you have, that you live in the desert or in a log cabin, or that you’ve mastered the art of tantra.
What turns me on is busy hands. Planting roots. That despite how tired you are, you make that phone call, you board that plane, you love your children, you feed your family.
I have no interest in how well you can ascend to 5D, astral travel or have out of body sex. I want to see how beautifully you integrate into ordinary reality with your unique magic, how you find beauty and gratitude in what’s surrounding you, and how present you can be in your relationships.
I want to know that you can show up and do the hard and holy things on this gorgeously messy Earth. I want to see that you can be sincere, grounded and compassionate as equally as you are empowered, fiery and magnetic. I want to know that even during your achievements, you can step back and be humble enough to still be a student.
What’s beautiful and sexy and authentic is how well you can continue to celebrate others no matter how advanced you’ve become. What’s truly flattering is how much you can give despite how full you’ve made yourself. What’s honestly valuable is how fucking better of a human you can be, in a world that is high off of spiritual materialism and jumping the next escape goat for “freedom.”
At the end of the day I don’t care how brave you are. How productive, how popular, how enlightened you are. At the end of the day, I want to know that you were kind. That you were real. I want to know that you can step down from the pedestal from time to time to kiss the earth and let your hair get dirty and your feet get muddy, and join the dance with us all."
-A modern day call to shifting from spiritual consumerism to returning to human kind... heart inspired by Oriah Mountain Dreamer’s, The Invitation."
by Taylor Rose Godfrey