This has happened before during these last linear two years, I put out questions and as soon as I finished them, the answer comes from within no matter how uncomfortable it appears to be. I've come to realize lot's of things about myself the recent years through different experiences. Some people have a more profound affect on my journey to better understanding of SELF.
Recent conversations with other individuals have exposed a very stubborn program running within me. I thought I had cleared most issues and was ready for "lift off" to another consciousness. Well the lift off started a long time ago but the issues are still coming ... (what did you think?)
I was MEGA WRONG... I've still a lot to process, this is very individual of course. I thought I've found the reasons for my life changes the recent years with a divorce, moving to a more remote location with a less populated area close to nature among other things.
My spiritual journey has taken off like a rocket the last two linear years involving higher intuition, tons of dreams, numbers, and visions ....... etc etc...
But still I looked outside myself in order to find a logical explanation to events in my life thus not realizing I created it ALL. The last week I've experienced some weird contradictions when communicating with women for example.
I looked at the contradictions coming at me through wordings and thought it was very confusing,when a deep conversation with a dear friend revealed that I was the one putting out those energies thus getting the contradictions bouncing back right in my face. They where about SELF and not the other persons!
To add to the confusion my logical mind found no reference point to my findings about contradictions. This is due to that there are no reference points and thus very important to be in my HEART space - feeling emotions.
Remember the saying about one finger pointing away from SELF and THREE pointing back?
Well everything we experience is about SELF the other humans around us are mere reflections of our selves. Talk about BEing a power full creator.
I'm constantly thought that in order for changes to be REAL in my outer waking reality I need to see some physical change. People in the alternative media are talking about EVENT's that will happen such as GCR (Global Currency Reset), NESARA or Galactics all of the sudden show up on our door steps. They are also talking about the corruption and different conspiracies such as 9/11.
I've followed this very close for several years and BEing laying "The Puzzle" but yet this is also to look outside ourselves for the changes we desperately want to see. But there is NO puzzle to solve!
I'm convinced that following one agenda by New Age, Religion or any other belief system will not do the trick by DESIGN to keep us from getting what we want - piece and abundance for all. This means that we are creating our own prisons in every moment of moments until we dissolve it.
I totally understand that there are souls that chose to leave this experience on EARTH due to it's hard ships. I place no judgement on those souls or any other soul cause every soul has it's own journey.
We will not dissolve it by waiting for someone else, or by only work with the spiritual energies. Why? Cause we are 7 billion people on this planet with unique experiences that have opted to come here in order to have these experiences.
We have come here to create and play with EARTH by eating, tasting building etc, in a sustainable way. Cause when we are fully excited we create without effort for the betterment of all. We can choose to create in fear as well but the outcome will not be as pleasant in that case.
I think The Transition is about us creating while in a outer waking state first and then do a follow up by processing this in our dreams thus manifesting it before our eyes as a last step. I'm currently working on exactly this. By doing this we don't wait for someone/something else to happen before we take action.
Lately I've got similar questions from individuals about what's happening in my life. I must be honest and say I can't really answer since I would just give them a snippet of my experience which never can be the same experience they have.
This does not mean that I don't share my experiences even though not all of them. So stand in your own TRUTH and you will be just fine.
As of late words have started to fail me in some respect, I simply can't put words on my experiences.