I can't say I'm awesome cause then I would show off. Right?
But to put this word in context I want to show you something!
I've taken some time in order to look back on my life in other moments of now and I'm amazed!
This is nothing unique for me but just put your mind to it and let it sink in! I've been through some though times and I'm still here for ones.. I know others that have been through really though times as well ... I'm especially thinking of some of the most lovely beings I know... (in reference, frog, monkey, butterfly).. and yes they know who they BE!
Still with the hick ups in life we are able to express love for other human beings.. do you understand the significance of this?
I've stated this numerous times that we are here for reasons and that LOVE is a huge one... but that's not everything..!!
But why are we here? I hear ya... ;) We all crave for answers.. don't we ? Especially when somebody else can give it to us cause this is how we are taught! Well be that as it may... You know this already!
Maybe this resonates maybe not, you be your own judge..
This is what I've got today!
I will give you this context so you understand!
I moved from a larger town to the Mountains approximate 2 years ago closer to my family.. after a divorce.. thought that this relationship was the one.. but apparently not.. (if there even is such thing as the special one relationship).
While still living "down there" I struggled together with my little family to make ends meet but no matter how much I worked it just did not work.. for us.
One day at work I remember this clearly I got THE question! I'm "always" the happy face no matter where I am but there was someone who saw through that veil/mask. A working colleague simply asked: "How are you?" and she meant it.. I almost cracked and was millisecs from bursting into tears...
Nobody had asked... that before.. but that question opened a floodgate of emotions!!!
Fast forward to when living in the Mountains... sitting on a cliff with the sun in my face.. just hanging up from a conversation with my former wife, I just cracked wide open... and cried like I've never cried before... all emotions came up to the surface.... I still had not cried after that question but NOW.. OMG.. ! You know as male you supposed to be a tough guy and not cry.. but wow is that a huge distortion.
I cried several times after this and today I'm completely naked so to speak. The point I'm making is to show you that I transmuted my EMOTIONS!!
For me this makes me more genuine than ever and I've no problems what so ever expressing my feelings. So if you pop that question don't just toss it out there but do it with genuine intent and actually listen to answer.. just listening to another human does more than you can imagine more words are not necessary.
This is HUGE... cause we don't only transmute emotions for ourselves we do it for the COLLECTIVE of humanity and EARTH/GAIA and all UNIVERSES!!!!!
THIS IS WHY WE ARE HERE TO FEEL LOVE AND TO FEEL AND TRANSMUTE OUR EMOTIONS....!!
There is no other planet with so much emotional feelings as EARTH or GAIA, and we have our EARTH vessels in order to be here.. live with it! We are about to transmute this blue ball to something completely different... how cool is that?
Now think back on your life and see how freek'n AWESOME YOU ARE! Yes, your still awesome even if you choose to bury your emotions (I would not recommend doing this cause they will present themselves one way or another) but remember they are not only there for you.... <3
The heart below I stumbled on today while thinking of this blurb.. no no.. don't fall into the coincidence trap.. :P that's not my venue..
"It's not insanity doing the same thing over and over again without expecting anything."